Sunday, February 11, 2018

Hell of small words.

I am losing to depression again.
Again thinking about dying. About the end.
Every day. All the time.
Hell of small words.
All my fault. Every time. Of everything.
Blame. Little words. Little sarcasms. Years.
About the end.

Saturday, April 1, 2017

I was

I was making a social awareness video in Hong Kong.
It appeared to be amusing.
Was exhausting not amusing.
Actress is great, such a pity.
Outcome, oh well.

Oh well weird world.

Welcome back stranger, how are you doing, thank you for visiting.
The end.

(makes no sense when you are the only person that uses masking proxy to read's quite obvious of who you are..just so you know :/)


So what now, say you.
I don't really know,
I don't.
But I am enjoying this uncertainty.

Thursday, August 14, 2014


Watching pathetic reruns of Friends, sipping tequila I feel seconds of countdown to the end. Alone. Peaceful. Hopeless.

Sunday, July 20, 2014

No human.

I'm feeling lonely.
Terribly lonely, like never before.


Sunday, April 20, 2014


Ruined. This time I can almost physically feel it is a bad omen. I feel completely uprooted and cast into pit with dirt and the recycled boxes with the imitation of life inside.

"Easter is meant to be a symbol of hope, renewal, and new life."

Thursday, July 11, 2013

A wish.

Maybe tonight is the night, the night I won't wake up.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

皆 会いたい人がいる 皆 待っている人がいる 
会いたい人がいるのなら それを待っている人がいる 

Tuesday, January 1, 2013


Happy new year you crazy world!

Monday, December 31, 2012

make me drunk.(fish)


To fly
to be high
to see more
to feel unconditionally
to moan


Thursday, November 29, 2012

No more.

no more feeds
no more "anonymous" comments
No more randomness
I can start all over.