Saturday, August 29, 2009

My secret find. "Crooked sentences collection."

I found it.
Me, the man who cried, I found it and I'm shamelessly proud of it.
I found this what i was subconsciously looking for. Since the (...)
I found it.
It doesn't matter I'm firing outstretched arms to catch this speeding train, I know I found it.
.
The moment of Illumination, in that moment blessed by a sentence so subconsciously shot into my eyes, that blessed sentence, saved me.
Oh yes, I know I'm going to lose myself. This speeding train is gonna rip my heart out of my chest, I'm gonna fall sprayed all over the place, with my soul multiplied into spores, micro-heart shaped myriads of thoughts.
My find...is gonna send me into deepest oblivion. I know it will, even though there's no happy ending to any of my life's stories, I could as well end it here happily now. That's all I ever wanted.
I so don't care :)
I found it.

Libretto

I think I'm still hearing
Hidden under the palm trees
Her tender and sound voice
Like the song of a wood pigeon
O enchanted night
Divine rapture
O charming souvenir
Crazy intoxication! Sweet dream!


In the clearness of the stars
I think I'm still seeing her
Opening her long veils
To the warm winds of the evening
(...)