Sunday, October 25, 2009

Sometimes I like Singapore.. :P

Watch carefully, this happened last Friday (23 October 2009) in the middle of usually "white collared" business district Raffles Place (smoking, meeting, chit-chat and waiting area). Watch till the end...


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

(silently weird ) Lack of happiness, noisy presence of unhappiness, figuratively boring life

Someone said "In this world there is nastiness derived from god knows where. you are not this",
you said "You are angry bastard" and you, yes you, said "You are weird".
I am weird angry bastard, not this.
When I suffer too much I'm locking myself inside. Like many others do. It is normal right?
When I'm confused. When I'm in doubt I'm silently here, but my doors are unlocked, just in case. Weakness, when I'm confused.
I'm shutting eyes, I don't care. Weird is good.

Down from the ceiling Drips great noise 
It drips on my head through a hole in the roof.
Behind these two hills hereThere's a pool  
And when I'm swimming in through a tunnel
I shut my eyes

Monday, October 12, 2009

Message.


listen.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Anger is a GIFT.



I am angry,that's it.

Mr Nothing.

I am getting over it, with a help of vodka and beer. God bless me.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Fire, love and earthquake

I killed at least four texts already..this is my 5th attempt...
This is haunting me since yesterday...
"I tied myself with wire
To let the horses roam free
Playing with the fire
Until the fire played with me"


I could easily dedicate this to someone out there, but at this very moment I think I can relate this to my very own life.
.............................................................................

It was yesterday.
And today... Today I woke up to a very beautiful day. Simply. Without a warning, I had a beautiful child like dream. I don't remember having such beautiful dreams before...Well, I never had such beautiful dreams.
Strange.
Divine intervention maybe, maybe I didn't deserve all this what's happening to me lately or maybe i did, and today is like some sort of retribution package ...and now I wonder what is gonna happen next.

Earthquake struck Indonesia, and Singapore turned into a wobbly boat, it's a second time and now I was scared, it's definitely getting worse. This time it was hard to stop nausea, air was vibrating and floor turned into waving carpet... now to imagine how it was in Padang. Nothing serious in Singapore, we had a few minutes of spooks but there in Padang at least 200 people were killed* and thousands more trapped underneath the rubble... Every time earth tremble under my feet I think of those close to epicenter...
I'll stop here for tonight, I think getting personal now would be of a bad taste.
good night.

*more than 1,000 feared dead (1 am local time)