mixed feelings

I had  mixed feelings waiting for elevator.

Even today.

time space and confusion

the happening.

Wednesday July 27, time 4.31PM

Waiting for elevator on the ground floor of the block xxx, with three other persons.

A Chinese middle aged man and a Malay couple.

Elevator landing after about 50 seconds. all of us entering the elevator, doors closing, three buttons on the command panel are lit, 3,11, and pressed by me 22.

I'm observing them from behind speculating who's getting off first (didn't notice them pressing buttons and I had nothing better to think of).

Malay couple is leaving elevator on the 3rd floor (god damn a super young couple they could just walk upstairs!).

The rest is obvious. Or is it.

Man leaves the elevator at the 11th floor, I'm reading from behind his back <<11th FLOOR >> he walks then on the right, door closing and elevator smoothly lifting me to the 22nd...

Doors opening, strangely no voice is announcing the floor number - unnoticed by then, doors closing elevator goes up.

I'm walking, turning on left to...see unknown door, confused I'm turning back to read the board... <<11th FLOOR>>!!! ... some elderly woman pushing a yakult trolley giving me that typical stare, you'd expect from locals on your package holidays.

I'm confused and probably hell pale looking, watching "my" elevator's display showing 20 then 21 then 22nd floor and stops, my floor.

Again I called elevator, another comes after I guess 15-20 seconds, this time from the 25th. Strong smell of durian inside - nothing new, I'm pressing the button 22, doors closing and after few seconds - pretty much same amount of time like before (from 11th to..11th), floor 22 announces speaker, I'm out, its 22nd.

I'm opening door to the apt, shaky still but more 'cause of an anger mixed up with confusion, walking to my room. Computer clock and my phone shows 5.43PM.

That's it, no blackouts, no strange feeling, no flashing lights, memory flashes or disturbing sounds or deja vu, nothing  everything perfectly timed...

A minute or two long "trip" on the 22nd floor that lasted for over an hour. With two stops on the two 11th floors O.o in the same time intervals.

I was trying all logical explanations everything fails, can't even find any supernatural excuse, alien involvement etc I'm confused.

Again just to convince myself that I'm not insane...:

1. Ground floor, time 4:31PM (remember because checked my phone) a couple a man and me entering elevator.
2. Three buttons lit, 3rd floor, 11th and 22nd.
3. Elevator stops on third, couple leaves
4. Elevator then stops on 11th, man leaves, just in front of the floor signboard, that shows floor 11.
5. Door closing and I'm traveling up again, 11 floors later supposed to be 22nd, so I'm leaving, routine, what else.=_="
6. Approaching a door just to realize I am on the 11th floor AGAIN
7. Almost running back to the elevator watching it leaving for a 22nd floor then stopping.
8. Calling another elevator
9. After few seconds of waiting another elevator arrives from 25th
10. Short trip up and few seconds later I'm in front of my door on the 22nd floor
11. I'm in the flat, the time is 5.43PM

To me this whole trip lasted as long as it should, with accidental stop on the "secret second 11th floor"anyways couple of minutes like literary, 2-3 minutes maybe. For sure not over damned 70 minutes!!

Am I still in the same world or jumped into some parallel universe?!

...these new elevators eh...

And yes there's only ONE 11th floor in this block.

Shit, not funny, this is scary. For real.

For you Closer

This probably won't make you feel better, nor worse.
But when you say trust no one this should make you closer.

GOOD.

Flipped the "pages" of my blog.

Sadness, fears, confusion, LOADS of strange and unnecessary feelings.

Time to change.

I'm a good guy for god's sakes, a cheerful good dude.

But when I read all this...

:)