The Last day of May

Today is the last day of May. 

I can't believe that my most favorable month of the year is over. This time I didn't even notice when it started, I used to celebrate this month with every minute, every May drizzle, every anxious minute and every flutter of a heart. 

All of which empowered me and my thoughts and my "soul" and my... 

But now? Here? I didn't notice it's May, I didn't notice it's me 

and

time

and I didn't notice I lost it.

It's not about tropics or Singapore,

not anymore,

this time it is in me,

and for a second I thought,

about this "stagnant detachment",

naive excuse,

but I do,

I do know the reasons, 

it is

me

:(

I'm broken.

Today I feel so empty and silent.

for lesie (Jill) :P

So..

hm

Well story is short, I'm not going back there 'cause I'm not. I left because I left, and I'm more than 100% sure you know why, because I'm sure you asked, so you don't have to ask me anymore. I won't tell you any different story. I'm sick of spineless Steve too. And i don't want to cause any problems either. No one miss me there anyway and even if so, you guys know where to find me. Yes I know you miss me :P I miss you too (a wee bit only).

To cheer you up here's a song for you and for rest of the girls from the harem you are in LOL, and yeah that's not for your gf, I can give her a big kick in the ass eventually and send to some work camp to let her taste a slavery. She's just a stupid ugly butch guy wannabe (not even guys are that lame). 

enjoy !

PS. hit on 480 to change to high quality sound, otherwise it sucks.

just silence

:(

.

Friday

I had a depressing Friday night.

note

Again she said "I hate you",

I think she loves me.

men!..

I mean , women!

..man..

d'oh!

iPhone Girl Orchestra

She's got really awesome voice, and hey so, how about 3 iPhones?

:P 

But right i forgot you can't play.

AWESOME!

Voila c'est bon! oh la la

Voilà

 

Paris rocks, literary... hehehehehe. hmphs.

What!? I suppose to be more open. So there, voila!

note

OMG

I should stop being so curious. 

I have to stop reading analyzes of zodiac signs, horoscopes and etc

this is stupid and not true.

I'm stupid.

I need to take a cold shower, now!!!

My CIGARO IS MUCH BIGGER than yours you chimp

OK I shouldn't do things of such kind here, I know it is just a blog and all and many people reading (yeah sure, many in this case means 3 persons every couple of weeks)..but I HAVE TO otherwise I am so going to explode, and this would be like when shit hits the fan.

Some dude with complexes pissed me off tho the max, I'm not getting into details, he's not gonna read this I'm afraid either. But at least i will have some wee satisfaction and I can vent this out safely into cyberspace.

So, dear low life drowned in complexes, this song is dedicated to you. Be proud and happy, SOAD is my favorite band, and this song is not really about you but tells so much about shit you dwell in.

NOTE: if you love Jason Bimber, bieber or whatever his name is, don't even click on play, if otherwise, click and make it super loud.

OK, on request, lyrics:

My cock is much bigger than yours,
My cock can walk right through the door
With a feeling so pure..
It's got you screaming back for more.

Cool, in denial
We're the cruel regulators smoking
CIGARO CIGARO CIGAR
Cool, in denial
We're the cruel regulators smoking
CIGARO CIGARO CIGAR

My shit stinks much better than yours,
My shit stinks right down through the floor.
With a feeling so pure,
It's got you coming back for more.

Cool, in denial
We're the cruel regulators smoking
CIGARO CIGARO CIGAR
Cool, in denial
We're the cruel regulators smoking
CIGARO CIGARO CIGAR

Can't you see that I love my cock?
Can't you see that you love my cock?
Can't you see that we love my cock?
We're the regulators that deregulate
We're the animators that deanimate
We're the propagators of all genocide
Burning through the world's resources, then we turn and hide
(...)

about songs

I just realized that my playlist is like a ride on Desmosedici, 

slowly out of a jammed town to some empty highway...

(and yes, PSYCHO is my favorite song in this list)

Swallowtail Butterfly

Long time ago I've seen a movie. I can't explain why but this movie seem to have some weird impact on my life.

It's in me all this while and never goes away. 

It's not a masterpiece of its kind even. But this movie changed something in me and till now I can't explain why and how. 

Maybe you don't know but I still love Swallowtail butterfly. 

...and i still like the movie "Swallowtail butterfly"

 

Once upon a time, when the yen was the most powerful force in the world, the city overflowed with immigrants, like a gold rush boom town. They came in search of yen, snatching up yen. And the immigrants called the city Yentown. But the Japanese hated that name. So they referred to those yen thieves as Yentowns. It's a bit puzzling, but "Yentown" meant both the city and the outcasts. If they worked hard, earned a pocketful of yen, and returned home, they were rich men. It sounds like a fairy tale, but it was a paradise of yen, "Yentown". 

And this is the story of Yentowns in Yentown.

oh as for this song, I think Andy Hui should sing it, 

he was one of the main actors in there... but oh well. 

and no I'm not gonna post here 燕尾蝶 by Shine cuz someone is gonna accuse me again of being a copycat:)

Enjoy if you like HK pop