for all of you out there.

 

I'm with you.

I will try again.

I will try to write again.

Untitled Memories

I can't remember what's happened to all my toys. I miss all of 'em.

I'm sorry :(

me

To Souverian.

...

I will never understand why you are closing it to re-open later.

Is it because of me?

Doubtfully.

...

but then again...

It is now.

I'm writing a novel.

Finally.

Thank you.

PS. I was just reading, looking for nothing.

aww

I so like myself.

People want me to be their jester, toy boy and even "hacker", they always think 'bout themselves, but they see so little ME in all this. And i won, I was broken and sad and traumatized but now I feel OK.

I think I'm cool. I want ME to stay this way. 

I like myself.

I'm going to close this blog soon.

I have only two readers and I think we could as well communicate over coffee or sms.

I will start my new blog, if anyone else is interested in it, please let me know. No more beating 'round the bush.

It's time to be me.

Regards.

Robbie

THREE DAYS LONG RIDE

...man it was a ride...

I'm still speechless.

Like on the History Channel, a ride of discoveries, spooky! man =.=~

After sleepless night 3 hours "long" nap, feels better, slightly headache. 

I still understand nothing, but heck this much (.) I care ;)

It's over.

A Brand New Chapter.

Got myself up while listening, to Mika's Relax Take It Easy. Hahaha

HELPED LOTS and I just surprised myself.

hahahaha

New chapter.

I'll take it with a smile.

BRING IT ON!

vevo version :

 

and this for those who are unable to watch vevo videoclips:

no peace entry

OMFG!!!!!

Ok people, I'm lost, I feel totally helpless right now. I can't believe I'm doing this. 
I'm explaining my entry...this is..ridiculous.
But you guys left me no choice.

My previous entry supposed to be sardonic as much as possible 
(I even thought its too blunt.),
sarcastic and insulting!!
Insulting those who spreading rumors.

Is that clear enough?

Instead I received messages and emails with... yet more ridiculous questions

and...

congratulations. O.O

FOR GOD'S SAKES PEOPLE! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!?!

For all dummies out there: 

I don't know Airi Taira personally.

I NEVER MET HER.

How on earth I could be possibly engaged to her!
!!! 

Is it clear enough now?

AND I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHO THE F*** IS DOING THIS!!!! 

I'm SICK OF YOU! WHOEVER YOU ARE.

Missing.

Something is missing.

clowned by facial mask :((

 

RUMORS or I feel like a rock star! (RANT)

Man, I'm flattered, seriously, I didn't know I'm so popular!!

PEOPLE ARE TALKING ABOUT ME O.O...From usual insulting rumors about me being gay or retarded and etc to some more detailed and way more interesting rumors about my humble person.

The point is they do talk lots, just how much of this all is true, hmm well that's a different story.

I supposed not to mention it here, but my friend insisted so yeah, well I'm writing.

I have some funny ambition of becoming a popular and maybe even famous writer. Well maybe one day, who knows. Famous like like my friend Paulo Coelho or even better(!) (whooosh! another nom nom for rumor feeders).

but this supposed to be about future, and there I am famous already and i didn't do anything to deserve this obvious bliss.

 So I'm guessing, maybe because I treasure my privacy, maybe I supposed to be more open - as in , you know, detailed reports of my daily routine or whatnot. Maybe.

I guess my construction is so not hype enough and I don't really know how to totally confess my every hour of life and its happenings. Specially to strangers.

So oh well you heard (already) "I'm moving to Hong Kong, I was seen with actress Airi Taira and we are engaged and probably we're getting married end of this year" so you ask "if I'm moving to Tokyo or to HK?" ...?

BEATS ME!

You already know more than I do. Why don't you analyze and ask yourself... you don't need me at all.

You will come back after couple of weeks or months to ask all these stupid questions, because you are my "friend". :)

So, my dear "friends" I want to dedicate a song for you, because you guys are awesome! 

ENJOY

Entry edited, again =.=~"

The Last day of May

Today is the last day of May. 

I can't believe that my most favorable month of the year is over. This time I didn't even notice when it started, I used to celebrate this month with every minute, every May drizzle, every anxious minute and every flutter of a heart. 

All of which empowered me and my thoughts and my "soul" and my... 

But now? Here? I didn't notice it's May, I didn't notice it's me 

and

time

and I didn't notice I lost it.

It's not about tropics or Singapore,

not anymore,

this time it is in me,

and for a second I thought,

about this "stagnant detachment",

naive excuse,

but I do,

I do know the reasons, 

it is

me

:(

I'm broken.

Today I feel so empty and silent.