Spiritual Teaching

Strange conversation from the past:

(no pun intended) 

Robbie: YO WAKE UP...omg FORGET ABOUT THAT STORY, my question got nothing to do with that
story omg..lol, seriously
Robbie: focus omg
Robbie: i am asking you, what is mature behavior and what is immature behavior to you, on
one example, in its mature and opposite form ..for comparison
Xxxxxxx_xxx: hmmm
Robbie: ok nvm, I think you are bit tired
Robbie: what time you want to sleep?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: soon
Xxxxxxx_xxx: okay, like this
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i cant think of example
Robbie: cause i don't even like that mature and immature, its so fake
Robbie: its about emotions too
Xxxxxxx_xxx: but when end up in a fight, that's immature
Robbie: its like tellin emotions are immature?
Robbie: or lack of control over emotions is immature
Xxxxxxx_xxx: fight is an action
Xxxxxxx_xxx: yup
Xxxxxxx_xxx: correct
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you got it
Robbie: then ..affections would be ...typical immature behavior?
Robbie: no i don't get it you see :))
Xxxxxxx_xxx: true
Robbie: it isnt immature to me
Xxxxxxx_xxx: not really
Robbie: its totally fake statement
Xxxxxxx_xxx: if you read spiritual book
Xxxxxxx_xxx: then you get the whole idea
Robbie: which book is spiritual to you?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: everything is still
Xxxxxxx_xxx: peaceful
Robbie: huh?
Robbie: manual of my TV is peaceful, is it spiritual?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: all the emotions and actions are false identification
Xxxxxxx_xxx: yup
Robbie: identification of what?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you are not spiritual
Xxxxxxx_xxx: ego
Robbie: like you'd know i am or not :P
Xxxxxxx_xxx: well, you have a lot of ego in you
Robbie: O.o another interesting statement
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you are not, really, although you keep saying you are
Xxxxxxx_xxx: your blog already shows you are not
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you are someone always lives in past
Xxxxxxx_xxx: sad
Robbie: hey can I use log of this conversation in my blog? I will remove your id for sure,
so no worries you will be anonymous
Robbie: my blog shows that I live in the past?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: *roll eyes*
Robbie: where does it show?
Robbie: my blog is about happenings of today's
Robbie: only
Robbie: not yesterdays
Xxxxxxx_xxx: it's not incidents
Xxxxxxx_xxx: it's the manner of your expression
Xxxxxxx_xxx: well, not that I'm any better than you
Robbie: shoot an example
Xxxxxxx_xxx: not trying to show you that
Xxxxxxx_xxx: okay the one i commented
Robbie: its my blog and i don't think so, and you reading my blog already categorized me as
"non spiritual" person, some say I'm spiritual though
Robbie: even my mother am afraid
Robbie: she says I'm TOO spiritual for my own sake
Xxxxxxx_xxx: maybe you just haven't met anyone in a correct meaning of spiritual
Robbie: and what is the correct meaning of being spiritual
Xxxxxxx_xxx: or those people you meet are not spiritual at all
Robbie: to me you are not spiritual at all to be honest =.= no offense tho
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i think our definition of spiritual here is different, im afraid
Robbie: that is why I asked you for it
Xxxxxxx_xxx: same here, also
Xxxxxxx_xxx: to be honest
Robbie: why*
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i don't understand why you keep saying you are spiritual
Robbie: ok I will have to type slower LOL its hard to read all this
Xxxxxxx_xxx: ha ha
Xxxxxxx_xxx: it's like dog fights here
Xxxxxxx_xxx: woof woof
Robbie: I never said that i said people see me as such, I don't really care if I am or not,
I am me, and i don't' like labels
Xxxxxxx_xxx: okay last question before i go offline
Xxxxxxx_xxx: what is the definition of spirituality to you
Xxxxxxx_xxx: just tell me, and i will ponder and let you know later
Robbie: Xxxxxxx_xxx: maybe you just haven't met anyone in a correct meaning of spiritual
Robbie: and what is the correct meaning of being a spiritual
Robbie: answer first on my question you purposely skipped
Robbie: that would be "mature" ;)
Xxxxxxx_xxx: well, my definition is into spiritual teachings
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i didn't purposely skip that
Xxxxxxx_xxx: please don't accuse me
Xxxxxxx_xxx: gee, you are so difficult
Robbie: so what is that definition?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: please don't tell me your definition is your own spirituality
Xxxxxxx_xxx: your own thoughts
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i already told you, if you still don't know, then our definition is obviously
different
Robbie: OK whatever it is, just tell me that definition of spirituality and what is that
correct meaning of being spiritual
Xxxxxxx_xxx: okay, define enlightenment
Xxxxxxx_xxx: since you claim you are very spiritual
Robbie: erm
Robbie: like where did i claim it?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: spirituality is such a general term, sweetie
Xxxxxxx_xxx: my definition is related to enlightenment
Robbie: ...
Xxxxxxx_xxx: the ultimate inner peace
Robbie: so you are spiritual, meaning you are ...enlightened?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: and connection to the Source
Xxxxxxx_xxx: nope
Xxxxxxx_xxx: when one is spiritual, doesn't mean one is enlightened, maybe not fully
Robbie: oh and you achieved zen or nirvana already or what the heck... wait ..then you met
that person in correct meaning of spirituality, which means (still dunno what) but I guess
enlightened person?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you see, the level of spirituality and consciousness is different in everyone
Robbie: source of what?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: never mind :)
Robbie: man! MIND!!
Robbie: I want to know
Xxxxxxx_xxx: I think our definition is obviously different
Robbie: its so not spiritual right now
Xxxxxxx_xxx: it's okay
Xxxxxxx_xxx: gosh. ou are so active
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you dont sleep so early do you
Xxxxxxx_xxx: okay like this
Robbie: I don't have ANY definition of spirituality, I'm tryin to learn from you what it
is..and you are like..not tellin me much
Xxxxxxx_xxx: im gonna tell you something
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you can choose to believe it or not
Xxxxxxx_xxx: something happen to me last year
Robbie: after scrolling up and down this conversation i still don't know, it could be pound
of flur as well as road accident,
Robbie: flour*
Robbie: OK what happened to you last year ?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: well, i think you are spiritual, i agree, but you haven't found your inner
peace yet
Robbie: ...
Robbie: you are jumper
Xxxxxxx_xxx: spiritual awakening
Robbie: 100% you have ZERO inner peace, you can't focus and stick to the one thing you
started by yourself,
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i dont know how to describe it, but i have a good example
Robbie: alright shoot an example
Xxxxxxx_xxx: sweetie, im just sharing to you
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you dont have to attack me or anything, ha ha
Xxxxxxx_xxx: my mask is all dried up
Robbie: I am not attacking you! not my intention its just lively conversation not even
discussion, cause i can't find a clear definition of a subject to discuss it with you, we're
still goin there
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you know who is Eckhart Tolle?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i guess you can read a bit about him
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eckhart_Tolle
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i need to take off my mask
Robbie: yeah i know who was eckhart tolle i don't need to read about him
Robbie: and so what?
Robbie: hes makin nice money tho
Robbie: btw could you imagine yourself having sex with him?
Robbie: its a part of spiritualism
Robbie: anyway and anyhow
Xxxxxxx_xxx: omg
Robbie: yes?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: hahaha
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you are so cute
Xxxxxxx_xxx: :-*
Robbie: its nothing new to me Xxx
Robbie: i mean his "teachings"
Robbie: same sentences i heard years ago or read in books old like omg
Xxxxxxx_xxx: alright, you seem to know more, so you should tell me more
Robbie: but what it has to do with your spiritualism>? and what it has to do with my
eventual lack of spiritualism?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: how come we are talking about this?
Xxxxxxx_xxx: okay, anyway, so tell me about your spiritualism definition
Robbie: no you are the one who is locking me inside boxes with labels "non spiritual"
telling me about your spirituality or "correct meaning" of it..but you didn't tell me
anything yet
Xxxxxxx_xxx: okay, so it's me who made the mistake then
Robbie: i have no DEFINITION of spirituality, a "definition" of it is already seriously far
from spiritualism
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i shouldnt say that
Xxxxxxx_xxx: okay, hehe :D
Robbie: unless we want to earn money on selling books or access to super spiritual online TV
for 65 bucks a month
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you are just so cute, i dont know why
Robbie: maybe I am beyond that already, have you ever thought about it
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i guess if i were a professor, i would love a student like u
Robbie: why do I have that silly impression I'm being your professor and you are slowly
sliding into position of a bit stubborn and lazy student, sleeper - I'd say
Robbie: :))
Robbie: nvm indeed
Xxxxxxx_xxx: ah
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i feel so clean and fresh now
Robbie: it would take damn long time to really open your eyes on things
Robbie: you really should check your computer for viruses
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i dont really care
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i think it's the connection'
Robbie: am afraid its your computer not only connection
Xxxxxxx_xxx: well, it's been so long since i chat so long with someone
Xxxxxxx_xxx: okay, i will do that
Robbie: hope it feels better now :)
Xxxxxxx_xxx: i will let you go now
Xxxxxxx_xxx: im gonna cuddle and sleep
Robbie: sweet dreams
Xxxxxxx_xxx: you have a good night