random ramblings RA-RA or "I don't feel like writing"

OK no F1 cause I'm too lazy, was cool was super hyper noisy and i liked.
Its over now, Singapore govs are sick to the head, they blocked track in case someone could peek for free, very noble..paranoid people.
That's all about F1. Next time I'm gonna pay for tickets (Economy fare-KLM) to Monaco to watch them for free while sippin' some good coffee or wine or both with someone, the best someone with initials LC cause safest :)).
(sentence removed by administrator)--{sounds cool}

And here's my phone..so go figure... I will change it one day I think...

white rabbits everywhere...

Well how do you do?
A kiss on the cheek
It’s been a while
So I’ll just beg, borrow
And steal all your time
We’ll call it dignified
Well now it all seems to be cut and dried
So I know which way to run
You’re tired my love
I feel the same

Well take it from me
What else could you do?
Ah where do you get off
And how can I get there, too?
All your time we'll call it dignified
Well now it all seems to be cut and dried
So I know which way to run
You’re tired my love
I feel the same, ah

You’ll never come back
My god cant you see that
I know which way to run
You’re tired my love
I feel the same
The ladder rung won’t speak my name

Well everyone’s seen you rise and shine
It might not be true but this is fine
Cause I know which way to run
You’re tired my love
I feel the same
The ladder rung won't speak my name
Now even as we jump this ship
Ah just give me some peace of mind
Cause I…

I like how this song appeared yesterday night :) )

You already know this, do you :P and I'm talking here to closest to me. I'm gonna play play play it till...

Took me a while to write down the lyrics..I'm still unsure its all alright...beats me...yeah blah blah I'm sure its all alright :P

ciaos

(composing)..brb :) )

unsaved.

I'm drifting through the days in complete silence. Absolutely inside me.

Sleepless nights.Sleepless thoughts. I'm tired.

I'm sorry.

to be continued...
(listen 5 times a day)

tick tock tick tock...

(...)What can I say? (I don't want to play) anymore
What can I say? I'm heading for the door

I so feel the time now, rushing through my veins. Tick tock tick tock tick tock.... Hahahah this reminded me about one noble owner of Patek Philippe heart. Ticking heart. I'm not scared of you anymore :P 

Called mum today, sighs. As if i had not enough problems...

People says that distant relationship is "no go", and it will never work...I found it's totally opposite. I can have ONLY distant relationship with my mother, close encounters ends in battles after barely one week. So, distant relationship sometimes is the only solution. Now I supposed to act as a mediator in family matters, O.o" NO FREAKIN WAY! 
Duh.

Michael Moore goes to my dusty "lame stuffs hole", man I thought you are seriously "da' man".

"Capitalism* is an evil, and you cannot regulate evil" hmph ok...And sun is hot and sky isn't really blue and small children are small and sour plum is sour... And maybe your next movie will teach us that poop is smelly and rain is usually wet falling from top to the ground not opposite and we have to hate our parents because they brought us to this world.

So what the hell is your problem now? I know t'was noble to say Bush is an asshole, USA sucks, war, poverty, "people are dying", health-care system sucks, people are gettin' guns too easily and killin' each other and old grannies are stupid, I agree with everything..its like..most of us do, right? But man there's soo many things to expose, so many things and happenings to investigate and you are colliding capitalism with democracy...O.o Wanna go back to school? wanna or not? say you want please. Please don't teach us what democracy is, we know more or less, really we know. If we don't know, we google. (I'm expecting Google will pay me for this) 

In political theory, democracy describes a small number of related forms of government and also a political philosophy. Even though there is no specific, universally accepted definition of 'democracy', there are two principles that any definition of democracy includes, equality and freedom.These principles are reflected by all citizens being equal before the law, and having equal access to power. Additionally, all citizens are able to enjoy legitimized freedoms and liberties, which are usually protected by a constitution.

But i wonder if you know that democracy is probably the worst political philosophy on this planet? But it is ONLY philosophy that could possibly work out without making everyone miserable, true too.  At least we know THERE'S No EXISTING AND WORKING PURE FORM OF DEMOCRACY, or that something is not working really democratic way..and we know that because of democracy itself. Too kinky to comprehend, I guess so. So, hmm PRUSA (Peoples Republic of United States of America), would you like that? Why do i feel you'd complain later about it...
COMRADES!!! MOORE FOR PRESIDENT!!! 

"You have to eliminate it and replace it with something that is good for all people and that something is democracy."

I wish I could see this "replacing" process, hmm are those replacement parts are..made in China or made in Russia? Lemme guess...

Phew I feel better now. That's all for now. cheers!

 *Capitalism typically refers to an economic and social system in which the means of production (also known as capital) are privately controlled; labor, goods and capital are traded in a market; profits are distributed to owners or invested in new technologies and industries; and wages are paid to labor.

...

how many triangles are in this picture...?

I just feel DOWN down down..that's all. So nothing much to say since all doors closed.

It's a Mars surface on super-sampled (by me) photo from NASA, they says its just a light.,..OK fine.

Click to see it bigger

(I am talking to myself again)

it doesn't matter

I heard that today, it was unusual 6 in the morning, after struggling for hours with confusion, I hear this:

(...)Though we may be the last in the world
       We feel like pioneers
       Telling hopes and fears
       To one another
     And oh what a feeling
       Inside of me
       It might last for an hour
       Wounds aren't healing
       Inside of me
       Though it feels good now
       I know it's only for now
       The feeling is intense
       You grip me with your eyes
       And then I realize
       It doesn't matter (...)

My night is over. Its time to close all, turn off machinery and lay down wasting another couple of hours. After that switching to I" don't give a damn mode", next short runs, town, lunch*, dinner, "conversations with 'artists' and such " in between and home landing at the end. Phone? What phone? What do i need a phone for anyway, not that I'd ever answer. =.=" pffft So for now I'm sticking to this old carcass of a phone called Nokia. That'll be all for now. Next mid-Monday (mournday, moanday?) entry about " I had planned..but didn't manage" or such.or maybe?..hell who knows maybe..

*  most probably I'm gonna skip lunch, yeah I know that you know that i will, fine =.= it doesn't matter...

merde..

I'm starting to have doubts, about everything and everyone. Paranoia...hello sister :P

I guess I'm gonna close and lock all doors again, for a while or two. It's not that is safe down here in my closet, it's probably more dangerous and destructive to dive into shadows, but I don't really know what to do now. I guess I'm scared. Chicken little, how suitable it is indeed. 
I'm tired its 4:40am, time to tuck in..waiting for hugs, guess I'm gonna hug the pillow (again) for a start. 
Good night :)


PS.

I am getting a new phone today..am I? hmm I should. The point is I don't really know which phone, which plan which... pffft blabber blah, opinion needed.O.o... help me someone?

PsPS.

NO MORE STOMACH ACHE! yeah man! Is it because I'm getting immune to stress or these week end - weekend emo rides? Yeah sure "immune to stress"...laughs... merde =.="

REWIND <<<

I'm not thinking, I'm not thinking, I'm not thinking, I'm not thinking, I'm not thinking, I'm not thinking,

I'm not thinking,


I'm not thinking,


I'm not thinking,


I'm not thinking,


I'm not thinking,


...I'm OK now.

It's just a question of time.

Stomach ache. Since yesterday.
I guess silence and blank entry would be the best.
I can't just leave it blank, hmm though I could.
XXXXX XXX XXXXXXXXXX XXX XX XXXXXXXXXXXX her XXX XXXXX XXXXX him.

"Its not to mess you up. Its just because xxxxx xxx xxxxx xx xxxx :)"
Since morning I'm listening to old "new wave"...love songs O.o. Damn.
There's something seriously wrong with me. When I was a kid i could tolerate only one or two songs by Depeche Mode...=.=" But this song now seem to be soooo soooooo PRETTY to me =}
I'm attaching extra version done by a-ha. for fun and karaoke :P
Enjoy dear reader.

PS.
Damn noises are back, auction of goods, three stages, 6 shouting assholes, I hope they gonna get deaf! Damn you.


News Flash: tomorrow Lily's receiving spanking new Singapore passport. It is a super giant step, you're hero! Congrats Lily!!!


To listen original by Depeche Mode..ask me for file or check this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AAL6bdiCSvs

A-Ha: